I got quite a few calls after my last blog. So sorry. I didn't mean to scare you guys; I just needed a place to vent / share / feel / cry. Cody and I had a heartfelt talk last night and he apologized for leaving me alone. I told him how scared I was all of a sudden and how that was a change for now and he understood. He crawled onto the bed with me and we just hugged for a long time (for a 17 year old). I hate to cry in front of them, but I couldn't help it and it helped him understand where I was.
The reds have been SO GOOD about caring for me and doing things for me multiple times everyday that I am so lucky!! So please don't say anything to them. They take my cues...and sometimes I don't even know how I feel until I get down in the mud and FEEL it.
Keep those prayers coming. And special thanks to Pastor Alaina Salmon and Pastor James Hilleson. They have prayed and prayed and prayed with me and their words have brought comfort and peace to me and kept God close by my side.
Lenette
2 comments:
Lenette-
So glad that you got time with Cody and had time to talk. He too is scared, wants to run and hideout with his friends and be five again just like you. So, talk, hug, cry, laugh and then do it all over again. You are a remarkable person and have faced your journey with such strength. We are all here for you, so let us know how you are feeling because your thoughts and fears are normal. Now, lets work on getting you back on top of the world again.
Barb
Hey lady. I think about you & pray for you every day. You know I'm here if you need me & would be so happy to pray with you over the phone if you ever need it. 730-9899 love you!
Angie Cravens
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